| - Sittin here again!! haha what I love to do, getting ready to go to the health-plex to work out.... im excided!! haha then cheerleading! 
Lets see, school today... fun I guess! Mr. Bradey and his sex education talks/experiments!! haha and he doesnt even realize it.... Im going to school tomarrow with sammi, and im so excided cuz then we can talk like old times...
Update with the big thing in my life now!! I like somone,and everyone knows who(L.D. , claymont, hummm i wander who??) haha ok anyways I want us to be together, and im willing to work at our fighting thing....i really think it would be different if we tryed it again. You'll never know untill ya try (right??) But then there is the question of us not seeing eachother that much!!...and I know that will change!!(already talked to the rents).. so whats left?? how much we like each other (alot duh!!well at least for me! haha). Trusting one another is a big one to (i trust him, just not some girls) haha...
So whats keeping us appart?? im not sure .....maybe its the feeling of being free when you dont have a "special friend", im all for that, but i want somone to be there for me, to believe in me and help me when i need it, not just a friend, but a boyfriend!! ....and there is no one else but you Luke!! haha (hope ya read this) i know you say all you need is time....but the only thing that matters is if you miss me and want to be with me and want to make it work!! the fighting will go away and i think you know that ...haha maybe not completely but at least most of it.... when baseball comes we can deal with that ...not till then. No one can predict the future!! ....haha but take your time im here..
To my friends I love you guys for trying to tell me what you think I should do but I have to go with me heart on this one, cuz its talking the loudest!! ...
lets see... i wanna go to belindas and johns, but i wanna so with my cc girls to (what to do??) maybe both ...ill talk to amanda about it tomarrow!!..
Dont think I am getting on icq tonight....if ya wanna talk to me ....call!! haha
Love (no one ever asks what i want)
Brittany!!
P.S. am i trying to hard for something thats no there....or is it there?? |